I DONT LIKE DOING THIS I HAVE ALLWAYS TAKING CARE OF MY SELF AND WAS VERY ENDEPENDENT HAD GOOD LIFE, "STILL IS GOOD, IM STILL BRETHING AND UP ON MY FEET" "THANK GOD FOR THAT" BUT ANYWAYS IM POSTING THIS BECAUSE IM WORRY OUT AND FEEL LIKE ILL NEVER GET OUT OF HERE! EVERY THING STARTED WHEN MY GRANDPEARENTAS PAST AWAY, IN 94 AND I WAS GOING THROW A DEVORICE (20)yr. DEVASTATING THIS YR. WAS TO ME. ANY WAYS, TO MAKE A LONG SHITY STORY SHORT I WAS IN MY MID. THIRTYS THEN AND IM 41 NOW AND IM STILL NOT ON MY FEET I DONT KNOW WHY ALL THESE BAD THINGS ARE GOING ON IN MY LIFE BUT THEY ARE, TO MUCH TO TELL ALL IM ASKING FOR IS A CHANCE TO BE ABLE TO ENJOY MY LIFE AGIN I DONT THINK THATS ASKING TO MUCH! I NEED A HOME, "YES I DONT HAVE ONE" OR A CAR, "BUT I DO HAVE A JOB" THAT I STRUGLE FINDING A WAY, BUT I DO HAVE 'NT MISSED A DAY! SEE I KNOW THERES ALLWAYS SOME BAD WITH THE GOOD AND, IM STRONG I CAN MAKE IT AND, I LIKE MAKING ON MY OWN I FEEL BETTER ABOUT MYSELF "I LIKE MYSELF" WRIGHT NOW IM HAVING A HARD TIME! PLEASE SOME ONE HELP ME I JUST NEED A JUMP START AND THE REST IS UP TO ME! WHO KNOWS IT MAY TURN OUT TO BE A GOOD THING FOR BOTH OF ARE LIFES, I AM GOOD PEOPLE IM NOT SOME LOW LIFE TRING TO GET WHAT EVER FROM WHO EVER, EVEN THOW THATS WHAT IT SOUNDS. TRULY I NEED A LITTLE HELP. SURELY SOME ONE CAN UNDERSTAND THINGS DO HAPPEN AND SOME TIMES ITS HARD GETTING BACK UP!
